Audrey Hepburn Pictures, Office Supplies, Drunken Rave Goings

Hello my lovelies :)

Sorry for my lack of posting, I promise to start posting more frequently as of RIGHT NOW but all of this week I was sleeping at other peoples houses so I couldnt really blog. Anyways, thank you to my lovely followers, you are the girls who sustain me! You complete me, and after my mega depressed post the other day, I am fairly certain you girls are what keep me alive. When the scale is mean, when the weather is lousy, when my growling stomach wont shut the fuck up, you girls are what keep me going.

So I actually have some good news today! I found the scale at my dads place, and I am currently trying to sceme a way to bring it to my moms place where I can weigh more frequently and secretivly. This is one of those scales with the numbers on a spinning metal disk (analog type thing) so its hard to read accuratly but it will always know the true numbers. And you dont step on one minute at 123 and again the next minute and get 130. Thats good. And, drum roll please, the magic number on the scale is............................... 124 pounds! YAY! I have accomplished something. And you know what, I am going to let myself be danm happy about this! So when I weigh in again, Monday morning or Tuesday morning, I WILL be 123. This is totally possible. And when I do my final summer vacation weigh in, the morning of September sixth, the morning of my first day of grade twelve, it will be the morning that the scale will tell me I am 115 pounds and the mirror will tell me I am beautiful.

So, some bad news. But mostly worth it. I was at this awesome outdoor rave on... Tuesday? and I got shitfaced and had plenty of fun. My friends were all on MDMA and I was the 'sober' person of the night, not on drugs but drunk out of my mind on rum and scotch and wisky and I dont know what else. So there was this lolipop. I know for a fact it had 100 calories or less in it, and I had about 10 calories worth. But I was drunk and giggly and flirty.... and almost self confidant because of the boozey. So I was sharing the loli with a bunch of my friends and some strangers... and some more strangers. So then yesterday I got this bug thing and I think I probably got it from sharing booze and loli with ravers I dont know... and I dont know what drug residue got on my lolipop but I got pretty fucked up that night and had a good time. And the bug from yesterday is mostly gone, which is good because I felt really god-aweful shitty yesterday.

And last night I got a phone call from Staples, the office supply store, asking my to come in for an interview today for a part time position as a chashier and copy center person. Yippie! I need a job to badly if I am going to go to university!!! I have about 4000 bucks, and another 3000-4000 I need to save, for first year tuition alone. FML.

Tonight my grandparents are taking me to see A Chorus Line, so I am quite excited. I have a little Audrey Hepburn inspired outfit to wear, with a little Audrey style black dress, a summery black and white bag and black heals. Might wear pearls too! I like to dress up like a lady sometimes... So I descided the theme of todays thinspo will be Audrey! The most elegant, classy person the world has seen :)

Stay strong and beautiful my lovelies, I adore you all!

xoxoxox Kay