So far today I input 210 and output 206. I have 340 left for dinner if I keep my input under 550. I got up at 8am and went for a walk right away. Should have been maybe 35minutes, and I wanted to jog some of it, but I was sick and dizzy and weak and tired so I walked it all in 50 minutes. I like to exercise before breakfast because then I burn fat right away, as opposed to wasting 20 minutes burning glucose in the blood from that days crazy carb intake before the fat burning begins. When I got back, I ate one cup frozen strawberries (52) and sipped flat Diet Pepsi (0). Lunch was two plain rice cakes (70) with 1/3 cup salsa (21) and a half of a cucumber (23). I am so super munchie right now, but I just ate some homemade soup (24) so I cant eat anymore until dinner because I really need to save up my calories. I ate five stupid, delicious, evil Jelly Bellys. One cherry, one lemon, an orange pop flavored one and two smoothie flavored ones. Hell = 20 calories. I am a very bad girl.
Yesterday, when I was cleaning my room at my dads place, I found a bunch of old fat/eating/monstersinside relate poetry. Maybe I'll post some later. Also, I am having issues commenting on peoples blogs. If anybody reading this knows how I can comment without it being anon and hiding my url please help!
Stay Strong xoxox
My doctor calls it disordered eating. My therapist called it anorexia with bulimic tendencies. My parents don't understand what it is at all. I call it control. I'm a calorie restricter, a laxie addict, a sometimes puker, a sometimes former cutter, a writer, a sister, a fuck-up of a daughter, but I'm never, ever, just me.
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Monday, July 11
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