663

Hey lovely bloggers :)

Christina: Thanks for the comment! Just saw it, lol, still learning how to use the site. I really so like your blog, and thank you for being my first ever follower :D

So here is my closing intake. 663 - 220 = 443.

Breakfast			164
Dairy yogurt low-fat fage total 2% greek by Freshdirect	0.5 cup	114g	75
Honey	teaspoon	7g	21
Strawberries frozen unsweetened	0.5 cup, unthawed	75g	26
Blueberries raw	0.5 cup	73g	41
Lunch			101
Lettuce green leaf raw	5.5 leaf outer	132g	20
Cucumber with peel raw	0.5 cucumber (8-1/4")	151g	23
Couscous cooked	0.085 cup, dry, yield	45g	50
Pepsi diet lime by Pepsi	355 ml	12floz
Sauce ready-to-serve salsa	2 tablespoon	32g	9
Dinner			190
Pepsi diet lime by Pepsi	355 ml	12floz
Garden minestrone light campbell (contributed)	2 cup	2cup	140
Couscous cooked	0.085 cup, dry, yield	45g	50
Snacks			207
Sugar free fudgsicle (contributed)	2 pops	80g	80
Rice cake plain quaker (contributed)	2 rice cake	18g	70
Strawberry jam by Compliments	0.5 tbsp	0.5tbsp	25
Produce carrots-baby cut by Compliments	15 pieces	91g	32

I didn't end up going for a run, but with showering, grocery shopping and putting away the groceries, I actually burned a couple calories in my lazy day. I didn't end up going to my grandparents place, which is good, calorie wise, but I was looking forward to weighing myself on their bathroom scale today, so now I have to wait for my weigh-in at the dietitian on Wednesday. And that's fully clothed. Damn. I really need to buy a scale! I asked my mom a few times and she is mostly down, when we can get a couple bucks together for a decent one, but if I act to excited I'm worried she will be on to me.

I've been getting dizzy when I stand up to fast. I'll jump off the couch at commercial break to run to pee, and everything will get black and blotchy until I sit on the toilet and stick my head between my knees to return the blood to my brain. This sound kind of sick, but I LOVE the feeling. Because I know that means my calorie deficit of 1336 calories today is working some sort of magic. God, I love restricting. I got the power :)

Sorry I write so much my darlings, but this blogging is so incredibly motivating for me.
So I'll leave you with some celeb thinspo, Keira Knightly.

Flat, flat tummy and I <3 hip bones

ALSO" The positive! I did NOT eat the pizza my mom made-- not a lick or a crumb or a nibble! And today I was talking to my mom and she was like "you weigh what, 117, 118?" LOL mo, I wish. But it still made me feel kinda good. Even though I know she is lying. Because she is my mommy.